My life is full of gaps and holes.

I guess this was the best place to put this topic.

Things here at home in my life aren't going well at all. I feel so freaking TRAPPED. I mean, really really trapped. I have desparetley tried to find a job, but I have no intentions of working here in Hartsville. My goal is to get away from all of the drama. Yes, the drama. I just can't take it here in this town anymore. People are only out for themselves and they are ruled by the petty differences of each other and the way things "look". WHY do we even care of how things look anyways? I mean, its not happening so why even worry yourself about what other people think. Its always going to happen.

I am just trying to get a better way of life, but it seems that my family are so against it. They say they want me to be happy, then let me be happy. I cant be happy here.
Sorry, just upset really.

you have ecery right to feel how you feel. but dont feel trapped.

even in the most dire situations, things are not hopeless.

dont give up on finding a job else where, keep looking.

and most people are willing to roll over and accept the mediocre life. if you want a better life, sometimes you have to fight for it.

i tell you what you hve my msn addy dont you, well if you dont its


dudetinch34@hotmail.com


look me up, i make a good ear.

I live in a very small town, and I have squeezed every little bit out of it that I could. The drama in this town is so ridiculous, that I have shut my self in my room, and only leave to hang out with one other person, or go to work.

I know entirely how you feel, and if you want out, you need to do it for you, because at a certian point it doesn't matter what our parents say, we have to do it for ourselves.

I am going through the same thing with my parents too, I know its hard... but sometimes we just have to do it and get through it. If they love you as much as they say then they will eventually be ok with it. It just takes alot of patience and time from everyone.

Samayou, I'm rdebellious, so I would just ignore my parents and do what I wanted. As for people judging you, that's everywhere. You just have to not give a crap. First, if you are religous, pray. The answer will come. You are always going to be your parents child, but like my dad told me, "Son, you're in God's hands now."

i just cant believe that i am supported here so much. thankyou everyone so much. True friends are so hard to find until you realise that they are right here infront of me. thanks so much! *gives everyone the biggest bear hug she can muster*

Dai Suki Mina san!!!!